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Filed under: Ramble
December 1, 2010 • 8:33 pm 0
LOL.
LOL, you only talk about me to justify the actions you have not taken yourself. DO WORK, stop playing around and grow up.
I hate it when people talk smack about me because I honestly think it’s only to make themselves feel better. Excuse me? Why don’t you actually spend more time doing your job than ranting on what I have previously done–which is ACTUALLY succeed in my job.
I’m not gonna lie and say that I was perfect–obviously I wasn’t and I had some bad habits, but at least I focused on what REALLY mattered.
We are all sitting ducks because nothing is happening.
I wish something was done.
November 29, 2010 • 1:49 am 0
this is not a tyranny, it’s a democracy
and that’s something that he really needs to consider…
not everythign is always going to be immediately or “magically” solved if you yourself just talk to the big boss. we should all be in it, in the decision or at least knowledgeable, otherwise, we should be nonexistent.
it’s also pretty bs that he considers last year a success, when all he said at the end of it was basically “we failed”, and hence the meeting where they tried to get me to resign/quit o_o looking back, i lol that they considered replacing me just cause they didn’t like the way i was doing things and was t afraid to say somethign earlier. or it was in their plan to let things slide and then accuse us of not changing when they didn’t even say things were wrong or bad.
o_ major hypocrisy. ok. gnight. we already knew this lol. i just needed to say it aloud…but perhaps that isn’t always the best idea…my big mouth always gets my in trouble. or results in unnecessary paragraph responses.
Filed under: Ramble
November 14, 2010 • 3:38 am 0
New Songs!
November 14, 2010 • 3:32 am 0
YES! SUCCESS!
CSU – done! +fees too! sent them in today.
UC – only PS…come on come on!
PRIVATES – only the ps…!
UOP- only ps…!
Comcast - YES /letter of rec though
NASSP- done!
IAP – need editing
elks- nope
mchugh- nope
COCA COLA- done!
gates millennium- nope
send act scores – just gotta pay
send SAT scores- done!
blue-completely finished
green- only 1 more part to go!
yehehee! almost on the road to success! i applied for…
sjsu, cal poly slo
uc berkeley, uc davis, uc irvine, and uc san diego
nyu poly, stanford, uop
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November 8, 2010 • 12:02 am 0
FULL MONTH-OH
monday – ecm, cc 6-8
tues – meet with her (4-6ish?), dinner
wed- SSC
thurs – ACE
fri (12)- retake
sat- maranatha + high school fair? perhaps.
sun- walk tall for life + church
mon- ecm
tues – pcm
wed-get that application in girl
thurs- open house
fri (19)-make sure everything is complete/there–SUBMIT.
sat- wedding +dance!
24-28 THANKSGIVING BREAKKK YEAAAAH
30 you already turned in them college apps, yo! FREEDOMMMM
fun fun fun ;]
November 4, 2010 • 7:52 pm 0
kinda decided
November 2, 2010 • 10:39 pm 0
What Do You Do
October 27, 2010 • 10:34 pm 0
where is the fricken leadership
October 8, 2010 • 12:48 am 0
hi dad, how are you?
ever since i was little, i knew there was always tension between my dad and mom. i could tell from the countless arguments in the middle of the night. i could tell from the separation of beds. i could tell from the look on my mom’s face whenever my dad tried to get close to her. all these things i knew, but i just left them to their business. i didn’t care, nor did i really grasp what was happening.
she hated my dad (i was later to learn why) and that’s just the way things were. many things in my life came to be this way. they happened, and i didn’t know why. but, used to the noise and the sound of his computer downstairs, there is now nothing. silence. darkness.
every time i have to shut the internet off, i dread the darkness. it is here, where i don’t know what lurks about and what’s waiting to get me. in these few moments, i could disappear. comfort and security from my dad’s presence is no longer available for me, as he is not here at this moment anymore.
as the days pass, i wonder, is he still here? what would happen if he were not? would i cry? would i be strong? would i? nothing is more fixed on my mind than the chance of his nonexistence. and i worry, i do.
i do. i wish i could just tell you this, while you’re still here. why am i so cowardly to pick up the phone and dial your number? there isn’t much time, there isn’t much at all. it’s time to do something.
